Don’t be so irritated

Got

My son spilled blueberry jam on his pants

I have to hand wash it

I'm hearing  my children is fighting over there

I'm tired of it

I have a lot of things to cleaning washing Organizing cloth and so on

Why have we a lot of laundry like this every day?

Anyway I should have a cup of coffee

oh my God

I found my daughters snot stuck to my T-shirt

I feel miserable

The key to success is only to get up early

I mean to get up earlier than my husband and my children

Maybe I have to go to bed till 10 to get up till 5 AM

it's no time to fiddle my smart phone

Recently I am very tired of parenting maybe

I don't wanna cook dinner every day

I don't wanna see many things scattered on the floor

Mom look at me look at this I don't want to eat this I wanna eat snacks Etc. etc.

Mom smile at me

Why don't you smile??

When I heard it I feel guilty

Why can I be nice to my children

I have to stay alone And threw away everything for a moment

I'm too gloomy

I have to cheer me up

Maybe I should take a bath for long time and put on pedicure on my nail This evening